A mixed bag..take 2

I wrote a huge blog only to have it eaten by the puter. Must have been hungry. I'll try again.

I have had a wide range of emotions this morning. Fear, anger, happy, sad, calm, compassion.
Years ago I felt two things..anger and happy. I am so glad that I developed a broader range of emotions.

The song "Hotel California" played earlier. When I was in and out of the state hospital in the 80's it felt like " I could check out anytime I liked but could never leave." I was in the "Hotel" many times.

Earlier I was taking pics of the fountain. My fear was small. Frappe started barking and I couldn't get him to stop made my fear rise. I felt the fear wash over me like a tidal wave.

I've been afraid of the dark for years. The one thing I can think of is when the next door neighbor was watching us, they told me to go home because I was acting up (I've always acted up). I went home and went to bed. The next thing I knew my blankets were ripped off of me and there were two women glaring at me. They reminded me of Patty and Selma from the Simpsons. I do not know what happened next.

I went in the pool 3x's yesterday. It was cool but not too bad. I changed the filter. Man that was hard. I couldn't get the cap back on and lost about 3" of water.

The music is really calming. I so love music.

The other day Margaret and I were in a store. The music moved us, so we were dancing down aisles. OMG! That was so much fun!! People were smiling, and pointing at us. How cool is that? Way cool!

Live, love, laugh, learn, listen,

David