I have a habit that I'm trying to curb and overcome. I lasted 4 days but gave in this morning. I know it will take time. I will be back on track.
Dave
Monday, September 14, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
the conflict
I've recently gone back to my church. I felt a strong sense of purpose to go back. It called me. For many months I heard the call and disregarded it or put it away in the far reaches of my mind. I am happy with this decision. I am not going back to "cure" my illness. I went back to get connected.
I tend to ignore what's important and what's the right thing. I have been an awful man my whole life. I don't want that distinction anymore. I want inner peace.
The elders were just here..Elder Ludlow and Elder Fredrickson. I am full of confusion ( I was confused before they came around). Not because of them but because of the message.
Goals I had none. I made a committment to do a couple of things. I now have two goals. I hope they turn into habits. I will make them my habits.
I am not the same man that joined the church years ago. I had conflictions back then as well. I fear that will happen this time too.
I have a pdoc appointment right now. I will post more later.
Dave
I tend to ignore what's important and what's the right thing. I have been an awful man my whole life. I don't want that distinction anymore. I want inner peace.
The elders were just here..Elder Ludlow and Elder Fredrickson. I am full of confusion ( I was confused before they came around). Not because of them but because of the message.
Goals I had none. I made a committment to do a couple of things. I now have two goals. I hope they turn into habits. I will make them my habits.
I am not the same man that joined the church years ago. I had conflictions back then as well. I fear that will happen this time too.
I have a pdoc appointment right now. I will post more later.
Dave
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