the shot helps

Got my Risperadol Consta shot yesterday and I feel better.

There was music in my head when I first woke up, but now there's nothing but an empty head. Even the voices are silent this morning.

Yesterday was a nice warm day so I thought I'd clean gutters. Sounds easy right? NOT! lol! I got the ladder out and began to dig out the mess. I tried to hose them. I ended up digging that stuff out with my hands..yuck! The whole time on the ladder I kept thinking I would fall off. (that's why the gutters are so bad.) They are much cleaner now.

I left a light on in the basement. I don't go in the basement when it's dark. The lights don't help my fear. Well I finally decided to go down and turn it off (Margaret prodded me).

When I went down I thought that maybe someone was down there. I checked all the areas where I thought a person would hide. The fear tore through me like a tornado. I jerked my head up and hit the duct work and now I have a 7" scratch on my head. It wouldn't be so bad, but I'm bald and so I can't hide it. Thankfully though I wear a hat when I go out. I didn't find any people down there, but I still ain't going back for awhile.

Took Teddy to obedience school last night. It went well. BUT! Before we went left, Teddy brought some of the gutter mess and scattered it all over the place. What a mess. So obedience school was a good investment.

Live for today, love your dog even though he makes messes, laugh at least 10x's a day, learn that you touch lives, listen to the sound of silence,

David