46 and wondering

At 46 years old, I still wonder how my folks feel about me. I can only assume. Will I ever know?..nope.

Moving past that fact, I will live my life as best as I can.

I can't let my feelings from the past weigh me down. I am learning to move on. Hard? yes. Painstaking? yes. Possible to overcome? yes. Can I do it? YES!

Let me write about something else.

The ECT went well yesterday. I have a sore jaw and neck pain. Don't worry it goes away.

Voices are talking softly. COOL! I'm trying to sift through and find MY thoughts.

It's not as easy as one might think.

French toast and bacon sound good for breakfast. I put eggs, milk, sugar, cinnamon and pure vanilla in it. Bread that's a little old is best. Fresh bread makes it mushy. One time I went camping and ate a whole loaf of french toast! It was soo good I couldn't stop eating.

I'm getting to like the Food Network. I've learned some good tips.

I reread this journal about 5 times. I guess I'm satisfied with it. (It's more like I can't find anything else to write.)

Live long and prosper, love the life you've been given, laugh merrily, learn that you can overcome, listen to your heart it brings life,

Dave