been awhlie

Its been a long time since I've written here. I have been busy writing on SzConnection. And another mental health site. My local newspaper blog is going well. I think I'm reaching some of the public. I have 27 recommends.

I am also helping a gentleman write his book. Its going quite well. I am also writing my book. (classic multitasker from my work days of yore.)

I have been thinking of going back to church for some time. I have a need to "connect.' Yesterday I finally went. There wasn't many I knew. The Bishop introduced himself as well as a woman. I shook several hands. One of the songs we sang was "How Great Thou Art." It brought tears to my eyes, in fact I was teary eyed the whole time. I didn't partake of the Bread and Water, I didn't feel worthy. After Sacrament I left in a hurry, I wasn't ready to socialize just yet.
There was member there looked like my grandfather. I saw him in Walmart a few weeks ago, and when I walked by him I said "you look just like my grandfather!" He asked if that was good. I said of course, grandpa was a great man.

Thursday Margaret and I were going down main street when a woman pulled out in front of me. I laid on the horn. She sped away. I stopped at a red light (which the lady ran), all of a sudden I got rear ended. I got out to see if there was any damage. I asked the guy if he was alright. He said "sorry man." He didn't even get out of his car. He acted like he was stoned or just woke up. Thankfully there wasn't any damage. Karma?

My daughter may be pregnant. I hope not. She can't even take care of Dylan.

I haven't heard from my son in a few days.

Today was ECT day. Since Thursday I've been in a "funky" mood...anxious, restless, angry. I knew I would feel better today. I kept telling myself all will be well on Monday. I am feeling really good. Have a headache but it will go away. My pdoc likes to push my buttons. He usually calls me "David G.' Today he called me David Dinkins. I don't let him get to me, he ain't worth the energy.

I'm gearing up for the Men Who Cook fundraiser on the 17th of September. Its gonna be a fun night out. I baking Red Velvet cookies and cupcakes.

I think I'm all written out.

Peace,

Live, love, laugh, learn, listen,

Dave